Me and my ex have been split for about 4 months now. We have a 6 month old child together. In recently found out he had been taking to his now gf marilos since October. I found this out through her. She told me that she started talking to him in October and that she knew he lived with me but that she didn’t know I was pregnant or we were in a relationship. I talk to her on a daily basis I have never been rude to her because she so willingly tells me about him and her. I don’t know if she thinks she is throwing it in my face that she is with him but when I found all this out it made me feel better because I do not need a man like that in my life. I find it hard to believe that she never knew me and him were in a relationship because I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone’s business. She also said she didn’t find out about our child until March. I confronted him about all this and admitted to it say he was sorry blah blah. Well we have been hooking up for the past 2 months. I in no way want back with him but i feel some kind of rush knowing he is cheating on her with me, even with him knowing I know he is with her. We see each other 3-4 times a week everytime we hook up. I know it’s wrong but revenge feels so good. Is it bad of me to feel this way???