My husband came up to me towards the end of July 2013 and told me our marriage was broken. This was a complete and utter shock to me. I certainly didn’t feel this way. He said we were more like roommates than husband and wife. Well little did I know that when he had told me this he was already cheating on me with that dumb whore Allie Metz. She is a co worker of his at (removed), OR at the hotel front desk. She is married and has 4 kids. She had just given birth to her 4th baby in May of 2013. That’s just 2 fucking months after giving birth that she started screwing around with my husband. I had given birth to my 4th child just 7 months before he cheated on me. || So many things happened in that past year that just wiped me out. I was taking care of my very sick mother who passed away when I was 6 months pregnant with my 4th. I was just exhausted and feeling completely broken. I checked out for a while. My husband swears he tried to fix our marriage but I just wasn’t having it. It didn’t mean that I didn’t love my husband and that I didn’t want to be with him. What ever happened to in sickness and in health. I was sick. I felt like he just threw our 9 years of marriage together down the toilet. I couldn’t believe that I was so easily replaceable. It made me question if he ever truly loved me in the first place. I don’t know the gory details of their torrid affair nor do I want to know, but I do know that”I love you’d had been said, and that they were having lunch together every single f**king day and they kissed. Again, these are all things he told me. He said he never slept with her but I don’t believe it. Not for a second. || It’s been a year since this happened we are still together trying to move past it. I however cannot. He was never remorseful in any way for what he did, and I just hate her more and more everyday. I want to ruin her! I don’t trust my husband anymore. I will never trust my husband again like I used to. Trust is earned and boy he’s got a lot of earning to do. I get they were both unhappy and dealing with shit but how could they not both think that they actions would have no consequences. They were tearing there families apart and for what? Some sex! I just fucking hate her. I see her all over the town we live in. She still works with my husband which is so hard for me to handle and she literally lives 5 minutes from my house. She’s such a fucking homewrecking whore! I wish nothing but pain and suffering for her. I feel sorry for her husband and her kids they don’t deserve her. She deserves nothing but piles and piles of shit thrown at her for the rest of her pathetic life.